One day I will look back on this and say, "I conquered it myself! I defeated my opponent with a cool mind and determination." My story is not unique. There is, however, a feeling a happiness to be able to say I was able to do this with the situations that presented themselves to me. I have others in my life that I owe almost my entirety, such as my parents, family, and girlfriend, but also my friends, colleagues, and cohort members. Were it not for their stories I would probably still be in a different boat. Their motivation (be it through telling me what not to do, or that they had certain advantages over me) oriented my guns at the real target. I'm not here to compete with everyone else. The race is only with myself.
This day has no other significance, and will definitely not be as easily remembered as the Fifth of November, but it does mark a turning point in my priorities. I'm currently fighting this war on two fronts: student loans and graduate school. I fondly recall my fear, ignorance, and naivety about funding my life at the beginning of Fall 2011. Now, reality has taken full control over my vessel and has it on a true course.
For those of you who have interacted with me since my last post, you may have noticed I have not been feeling well. It has been through constant worry that I have seen my mental and physical health falter a little. However, I will not give up. There is far too much at stake, and I am going to fight the good fight. This battle is mine, and with all of you helping me along the way I will emerge victorious! Thank you all for your continued support. I owe you all for steering me back on track.
